THIRTY-FOUR
On p. 34 of Going Rogue Sarah is in the midst of her account of crucial and decisive hours and days in her life. Her dad, at the bottom of p. 33, has just finished with his account of the new guy at Wasilla High, Todd Palin, "...the best basketball player Wasilla's ever had," as he says.
Sarah then says:
"My ears perked up. A week later, between our pickup basketball scrimmages in the Warrior gym, I finally met this mystery guy. When I saw him, my world turned upside down. I actually whispered, 'Thank you, God.' "
Guys, these words are so simple; yet, as we have found and will find over and over in this profoundly lovely book, depths of insight and meaning, I believe, lie disguised beneath them. This is exactly what we would expect. For the words proceed from the mind and soul of a unique lady who is herself at one and the same time profoundly simple and yet also a great mystery!!
SARAH NOSTRA, SIMPLEX ET RECTA, PROFUNDA POTENSQUE, "Our Sarah, simple and upright, profound and powerful." Indeed, just as every cell in our bodies contains, as I understand it, the DNA code of our whole being within its embrace, so, in the case of a special spirit like Sarah, every word and action of hers contains, in a certain sense, her whole life and character within its compass.
I think this is one reason we find even her tiniest acts and actions so endearing, so precious, so potent. Just take her writing on her hand in recent months, her tears shed during the singing of "Amazing Grace" last Saturday in D.C., the regal posture she assumed, so naturally and unconsciously, during the same hymn.
All of these acts, and so many thousands and thousands more, all of them proclaim her spirit's depth of splendor in eloquence that is all the more thunderous and stentorian the more it is enshrined and embodied in gestures that are tiny, sweet, subtle, sometimes almost invisible to our eyes!!
Let me offer just a few remarks about these words.
"My ears perked up."
I must admit that I have been charmed by this sentence ever since I first read it last November. It, of course, represents a literary device: It is not so much Sarah's physical ears that are perking up as her curiosity, her attention, her interest.
Still, the image resonates with us so truly and profoundly precisely because we are humans listening to a human being using a human literary expression. There is the deepest and most mysterious bond between our bodies and our souls.
The exterior ear is at one and the same time an instrument of and an image of the interior ear of the spirit. It is that interior ear that perks up, that leans forward, that says, "This is worth hearing, worth contemplating, worth pursuing."
"A week later...I finally met this mystery guy."
We know well, from the previous page, that Sarah had "just about given up hope" that she would ever meet that special guy. Now, although she does not explicitly say it here, can we doubt the turmoil of hopes and of doubts she must have endured for those long, long, long seven days??
Most importantly, knowing, as we do, how religious Sarah was and is, can we doubt the thousands of prayers she must have poured forth to the throne of the All-Highest during that week of waiting? We can well imagine her saying something like, "Please, Lord, Thy will be done. I shall accept Thy decision if it cannot be, but, if it be possible..."
I might add that I feel that WE are enduring our "week" of waiting right now as we pray and hope that Sarah will run for President: "Please, Lord, Thy will be done. We shall accept Thy decision if it cannot be, but, if it be possible..."
"When I saw him, my world turned upside down."
What is this?? Sarah had not yet met Todd; they had not yet had a chance to talk; they had not yet been on a date. And yet, she says that her world was, not knocked slightly askew, not ruffled up a bit; no, it was "turned upside down"!!! Surely we see here the early adumbrations of that extraordinary faculty of seeing into people's spirits and minds and souls that seems to be a particular gift of our Sarah.
Behold all of the candidates she has endorsed and backed in recent months. She has an eye for excellence; an eye for what is real; and eye for what is true. She has been vouchsafed and granted, I believe, this special interior vision because of the unique vocation she will have in resuscitating our Republic. She will need strong, true, faithful men and women at her side in this momentous task. And it all began when God used His gift to her to help her find Todd.
"I actually whispered, 'Thank you, God.' "
Does not our Sarah seem to carry poised and balanced within her character and spirit a perfect equilibrium in so many ways?!?
Supremely self-confident, and yet humble too.
Gracious and kind and gentle, and yet tough and fearless when confronting evildoers in high places.
Well-read and smart, but not pedantic and pompous.
Deeply and truly religious, but not preachy and sanctimonious.
So what does she do at the very moment she sees and beholds all the hopes of her young heart about to be fulfilled in her Todd? She quietly and truly thanks the Lord!! Not a long orison; not an extended ode of gratitude...just three words: Simple, profound, perfect.
Guys, I can think of no better words myself this fine early morning, the last one of a momentous month of August, no better words to address to the Lord in thanking Him for the gift of Sarah, than those three words of the Lady of the North Country:
Thank you, God.